I wanted to start this song how I was at a party and freaking out, because I didn't know anyone. And that was the first time I had beer. And I didn't know anyone, and no one knew me. No one there had ever seen me play, and I didn't know anyone, and no one knew me.
No one knew if I was so cool, if I was so punk.
I am so cool, I am so punk, I should die because I'm not passionate about anything including myself.
And all that was just a lie. I knew people and they had seen me play. I was third most sober behind straightedge, prescription pills telling me to be happy, why aren't I happy.
So I'll surf tonight with the same bad habits I've had for the past three years, late nights on facebook waiting for anyone who wants to know if I am so cool, if I am so punk.